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2026/03/03

2:40 AM

Her bday is coming. Idk if i whould make something and post it or not or just post a story saying "happy birthday". Like its been a long time since we talked. Should I even post something? She aint seeing nothing so does it matter if I post something or not? I am thinking of making drawings, animations, games and learning web dev. theres alot I wanna do but idk what to do, when to do and how to do. I wanna make drawings but I aint good in it, I wanna make animations but I aint got no good accesories like a mouse or sum, I wanna make games but idk whats stopping me, and i wanna learn web dev but I aint that motivation again. So, idk what to do now. Im just a mess whos doomscrolling all day with cooked sleep schedule. If someone is reading this and can suggest things, you can reach me out in insta or guest-book.

2026/02/22

3:10 AM

First time writing in a diary. Never in my life time I ever wrote something in a diary. I did had copy for making a diary but never wrote anything. So... idk what to write. Should I write whats happening in my life? Like my life update?